When life is just a series of losses

On Monday nights, I go to this thing called “Grace Groups.” As you might imagine from the first word of that concept, it’s put on by a church. I’ve been going to church more consistently since maybe December 2017, probably for the longest stretch of my life to date. I’m not going to fully deep dive you here but would I say I’m very religious? No, didn’t grow up that way. Would I say I’m spiritual and think about stuff? Yes…